if i told you how scared i am you might not believe me if i told you how scared i am about my face or the last sentence that i said i’m trying to stop speaking completely i feel like a monster when i’m speaking i feel like a monster when i walk behind another woman at night if i told you you might not believe me cuz i’m so muscular and i’m so dark and my eyes when i’m scared look so hard mine doesn’t get to be the face of such a soft heart